I have been having the hardest time making decisions lately.
The biggest one at the moment;
Should I stay or should I go now?
All lyrical puns aside, I have not been able to decide whether or not I want to go to University in California this year, or defer it, and spend another year in my magical little mountain town. I have been going back and forth, back and forth for a couple months now. On my drive home from town (I wasn’t even thinking about that situation) I was all the sudden struck with a thought that sounded like my voice..but it was just so completely random that it shocked me. It just said I’m deferring.
Got home, had second thoughts, forgot about the issue… What’s new?
But during tonight’s meditation, I asked any Masters or Spirit Guides to speak to me. At first..
Then I asked again; for any information that I might need at this moment.
I hadn’t even finished the word “moment.” – when I was interrupted with,
Stay. Stay. Stay. Stay.
It was so clear. Even though my logical brain has kicked back in and is wondering if that was really what happened and if I really should stay… (My logical brain has been telling me to ‘go’ lately).
But I know deep down in my heart of hearts that I need to stay. After all, that’s what I was told. Who am I to go against what the Masters suggest when it could only bring me happiness, or bring me to fulfill something here that I wouldn’t otherwise should I leave?
Should I stay or should I go, now?
I think I’m going to stay.